18 more days !
yes , i keep say im fine
but actually im not .
i do miss you like hell ,
cant get to sleep at night .
but i have to be a strong girl
who will understand ?
everytime what i do are for his good ,
but he dont appreciate .
i talked to him about the 'need to change' things
but seems like im the only one find it wrong and have to change
i want him to be a better person ,
that people wont say ,
people wont look down ,
people wont criticize
&
will be a person that i can be proud off
always make me wonder ,
make me worried .
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do i look like what they say ?
like to say things behind the back ?
those things i say ,
is the fact and the truth .
not as if im creating story of my own uh ??
i dont like people to give a face at me ,
unless im at wrong .
when im not ,
i will feel sad and angry .
things just dont go smoothly for me ,
i have to buck up ,
encourage him more .
hopefully we got a brighter future that we can see or foresee.
thank god ,
im glad to know him ,
im happy to be with him ,
im fortunate to have him
and
please god ,
pray that after this army things ,
we can have peaceful life and bless that he will be free from case !
i really scared of it already )):
please , please , please ans please .
i know he can be a good boy ,
just watch over him ,
fairy , god , immortal and those good soul !
PRAY HARDDD !
i love you kenneth leow wei xiang ,
you still doubt my love ??
hmmms
18 days more
ahhbii ; Priscilla'yining
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Ningg & Xiangg
Be my lover ; i'll be yours